Today is Appa’s birthday, his solar birthday. My teacher, Gopala Aiyar Sundaramoorthy was born on March 11th, 1936, we think. I say, “think,” because there was no name or date on his birth certificate, just “baby boy” and the names of his parents. Appa wasn’t sure about the precise day and Brahmins of his era...
Continue readingAmaurosis Unveiled
In the Tamil language the Lord of Dance Shiva Natarajar is also known as Tillai Kuttan (say “Kuu-tan”). He is described as the “Dancer of the Blinding Forest” because, it is said, that once upon a time a vast mangrove forest enveloped the brackish byways where today stands the great temple city of Chidambaram,...
Continue readingNallapaampu, the Anxious Serpent
There’s a notion in Tamil hard to explain. It’s called nalla-paampu, and it means literally “good snake.” It refers to the snake that doesn’t bite when you really hope it will not and only bites when it should: to eat, to digest, to protect, to do all of the things that allows it to live,...
Continue readingVoltaire’s Yoga, Durer’s Wings, Shiva’s Tandava
My teacher once said, wearing a familiar unconcealed guile, “The only thing more dangerous than ignorance is certainty…” He paused. And with a Steven Wright-worthy riposte, “Though I’m sure we can’t be too sure of that.” Appa made a point of parlaying criticism into actions, often without further comment. If he was sitting in a chair and I sat at...
Continue readingThe word “Rājānaka” and the term “Rajanaka Yoga”
I use the word “Rajanaka” without Sanskrit diacritical marks in the title of this blogspot and everywhere else that I use it because it’s become something of an _English_ word, perhaps not well-known but as a proper noun and a “brand name.” So the word with diacritical marks, which is rājānaka, refers to its...
Continue readingLawlessness is the Oldest Story of Power in America
Let us recount what happened on October 23rd, 2019, in the basement of the Capital Building, Washington, D.C. How could they get away with that? What just happened? What we saw yesterday and what we are seeing from Trump is as old as America. The Republicans storming the SCIF and Trump’s lawyers arguing that...
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The tradition of the Tantra is rooted in a singular principal. The singular principle of the Tantra is freedom. Freedom is your nature. Appa use to say freedom isn’t the goal of our tradition, freedom is where we begin. And so the Rajanaka reversed the process. Most traditions say you are bound and need...
Continue readingOutrage Fatigue and the Edification of Self, What Are We to Do in Such a World?
One of the effects of outrage fatigue is our frustration with wanting to know, to keep up, to stay involved with the facts. We have a need to find some relief and engage the joy that we know is ours too. The assaults on decency, the vulgarity, the sheer venality cuts across every feature...
Continue readingThe Trump Cult and the Ship of Rats
Let’s talk about cults just enough to see how they connect so clearly to Trumpism. Let’s start with the assumption that the word “cult” is used pejoratively. We don’t think of a cult as a good thing but we need to understand too that it’s a term used for otherness when in fact it...
Continue readingHow to Rebuild America’s Foundations
First, a few paragraphs of hard to accept truths. I’ll let you know when we’re closer to a prognosis for better. One of the hardest lessons of our nation that elected this shameless anarchist racist imbecile is that his slogan really does tell it all. They want to go back. Of course they do....
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